Introduction

Hi! I am so glad you are here!

Let me start by saying: this isn’t easy. God never promised life would be, but I don’t think any of us expected this. I know I didn’t.

For the sake of my family’s privacy, these posts will remain anonymous – unless the Lord leads me to share more openly. This blog is my story, my journey, and a space I feel called to create. It’s my outlet, but more than that, I hope it becomes a place where you feel seen and understood.

I’m still young, still learning, still growing. I’m in the thick of my own healing, but I believe God can use our stories – no matter how messy – to bring light to others. So, if you’re walking a similar road, I hope this space reminds you that you’re not alone.

I grew up in a semi-Christian home, often stepping into a spiritual leadership role that felt far too heavy for a child. My parents struggled with addiction, and my dad was gone often for work while my mom worked long hours. I have a younger sister, and because of our family dynamic, I took on the role of caretaker more than I should have.

As a result, I grew up feeling unseen, unheard, and unloved. Watching my parents show more affection to my sister led to years of frustration and jealousy – feelings I’m still working through. All of this made it hard to know who I was, and even harder to believe I was loved by God. But He’s slowly showing me otherwise.

After years of dysfunction – where even Scripture was used as a weapon instead of a tool for healing – I finally found some freedom, at least physically. Due to unforeseen circumstances, I left my family home, choosing discomfort both physically and financially in exchange for the freedom I had always longed for. Leaving that environment wasn’t easy, and living without their approval still hurts. My parents rarely show up for me – or for my spouse. They don’t truly know my husband, and I’d be lying if I said that doesn’t still sting.

But that’s what this blog is about.

As I share the situations I’ve walked through and the steps I’m taking toward healing, I hope you find encouragement. Maybe you’ll relate. Maybe you’ll learn. Maybe you’ll even have advice for me.

Wherever you are in your journey, I’m glad you’re here. Let’s walk this road—together.